My mind wanders and is looking for rest to and fro. But every area of my mind seems to want to attack me when I have peace. It seems to jump up to me and with its claws tell me “remember when you were worthless and talked shit about constantly? that’s right it’s happening but on a larger scale, especially with those closest to you. you shitty person. you don’t deserve any peace. look at what you’ve done.”
My mind is aimless and restless. Afraid to lay down and sleep. No place to find comfort. No place to find security.